Well im back in Reno. I have been for awhile those that I hold close already knew that. Life sucks!!! Its so crazy the way thigs work. One min your so happy then the next your knocked back down on your ass. I use to be so happy but those days have come and gone, so far away. But o well life goes on. Just sitting here trying to figure out where I went wrong, where life is going to take me. Im young but traped, by my depression and my body that feels like it has aged 5 times the speed i do. My medical has kept me from something I love and should be doing. I keep the thought I preach That life will get better by myside. But as does thoughts, memories and dreams, it starts to fade.